Anonymous Asked: i'm so confused and hurt i just want it to stop hurting they all lyed to me everyon left they made me quit my self & give up my dreams they did not even ask what i wanted they just took it i fixed my self untill a month ago i had not harmed myself for four years i was proud now the marks just keep getting deeper and deeper i wanted help so i asked in the only way i knew how i showed them they did not even notice she checked to see if i was dead tonight like she used to i dont blame her

Hello beautiful and amazing,

                        You’re strong, you’re so very, very, very strong and I wish I was there in person to show you and tell you how strong you are and I don’t need to be really because all the scars and cuts you have from a long time ago? Are there to show you just how strong you are, they are your battle wounds, they are your secrets, they are the things that make you keep on going even if everyone thinks it’s wrong. I’m proud of you and how long you have kept on not cutting and I don’t know if you have been cutting now and I hope that you haven’t and if you have and still are that you are taking yourself away from that because you’re worth it, because you don’t need that to feel alive and that’s how you are using cutting to grasp that feeling, why? Because you’ve hurt and abused by people who treated you horribly and I understand how that feels to give everything to someone or to a group of people only to be eaten up and spit back out to be treated like nothing and all these things but guess what? You are SOMETHING, you’re amazing, and strong but most of all someone that can be better and deserves better. Don’t use these people that have hurt you as a way you put yourself down, as a way to give you a reason to cut, as I way to do anything harm to yourself because don’t you think you’ve already been hurting too much? Why hurt yourself more? No beautiful you stand up and keep on going, you prove to them and to yourself that you are better and you don’t need to be mean to them or anything but be strong, but build yourself back up and all these things. I know that it hurts, I know it’s so horrible and horrid to be used by someone but what you don’t see is that even if people hurt you, they will be people who save you and pick you up and it might be scary, really scary to let people in but once you do? You’ll see it was worth meeting the bad to see what you have now, and to value it and keep it true to you. I hope I really helped and that we talk soon amazing.

Stay strong and keep strong.

Don’t let anyone bring you down.  

Anonymous Asked: I can't believe how much you're willing to help people. Everyone has issues but not everyone has someone to talk to about them, you're there for them. I think thats amazing. I think you're amazing. I don't know who you are, or where you are but you are beautiful and I look up to you. Thankyou for helping these wonderful people and for showing me I don't need to try to be someone I'm not to actually be myself.
Thankyou. Be yourself, be strong. Things will get better <3

Hello beautiful and amazing,

                        Thank you so much for your kind words they mean so much to me! And I understand by what you mean in everyone has issues and not a person or anything to really vent to and I guess that is why I am here for you and everyone else to do my best to be on their side and carry them in the hard times. No beautiful you’re amazing, why? Because of your kind words that I cherish now in my heart and I look up to you for that and all the kindness you have given to me I say them all back to you and more in time. You don’t need to be anyone you don’t want to be, you be yourself because you’re beautiful and original  you be yourself because you were born this way, you be yourself because you’re absolutely  perfect and amazing just the way you are.

Thank you beautiful and I wish you all the luck and happiness in the world, stay strong and keep strong. 

Anonymous Asked: Hi there again, I'm the same girl as the one who just sent you that I guess you'd call it a thankyou. I just wanted to say that you can call me 'C' (the first letter of my name) I dont want to say my real name, because i would love to talk to someone like you about things aswell as all these amazing people. So a question, who are you? :) Thankyou, whoever you are... <3

Hello beautiful C,

                        Who am I? I am someone who has lived though the worse and best of things, I have been on top of the world and been the dirty on which people step on, I am strong but weak, I am smart but stupid, I am someone who likes to help people because I never got help, someone to listen, someone to be there for anyone, someone to not point out flaws but point out perfections, someone to make a change in anyone’s life. As for my identity I wish to keep it secret not because of the fear someone will find out who I am or anything like that but to make it feel that anyone can talk to me which is hard to really explain. I am just a simple person who wants to make everyone feel beautiful and special, why? Because I know how much it hurts to not feel like that, I know how scary this world can be but I hope maybe one day the world won’t be all that scary but a world of light that we all create inside of one another.

Stay strong and keep strong.

I hoped that helped a bit ; I soon will be posting personal confessions in time. 

Anonymous Asked: How do you talk to your boyfriend about it when your worried he will think your crazy?

Hello beautiful,

                        To talk about what my dear? I think if that person honestly loves you than I think no matter what you tell them, no matter the horrible thing or secret you have that he will care and listen and try to help you because that’s what you and everyone deserve. Whatever you want to tell him make sure to do it in person, not text or anything like that where you can freely communicate and talk it though. Maybe take it somewhere private to not be interrupted or distracted by outside things and honestly sit down and talk so that you can express it all and he can listen. Don’t be scared of the unknown but try and know that you can do it and he will care and not view you any different if he truly loves you. Good luck beautiful and I hope you can tell me more to help you on this!

Stay strong and keep strong. 

Where have i gone.

Hello everyone,

                        I wanted to write this letter before I get on to all the messages and request that were sent to me, I want to thank everyone for all the prayers and kind words that have been said to me! They have meant so much to me and I carry and treasure them in my heart. I have been out of the internet and dealing with many issues which I hope to write in my person entries to come soon if I have time and I have gone though many changes these pasts months that I can honestly say I am a lot better in every aspect of my life! And I hope to being that strength and change to you and everyone I can possibly reach to! Thank you again everyone and I’m so sorry for not being here for a long time, I’m fine.

Stay strong and keep strong <33

blackbluebirds Asked: Hi there.~ I read a message on here that someone sent to you, saying you had been bullied. I just wanted to say that everyone is beautiful, we all have something to offer the world that is equally as important as the next person. You are exactly as you need to be, so just know if someone tells you otherwise it's their bluff. :) Have a lovely day, and please, stay well.~

Hello Amazing,

                Oh yes I have been and I still am. Thank you so much this made me really happy and made me really smile. It’s people like you and many other people that give me the strength to be better and grow strong. I wish you the best of luck and everything in life, I’m right here for you too! Again.,.. thank you.

Stay strong and keep strong <33 

athomeintheocean Asked: you are actually amazing :) keep doing what you are doing, you're great at it! i was reading down your page, the advice you give people is so inspiring you are a lovely person :) also, i read that you cut? please don't, think about what you wrote to me if you remmeber it. Your body is a beautiful thing, don't harm it.You obviously have problems in your life but try and take out your anger and frustration in different ways, learn to deal with the sadness without hurting yourself in the process:)

 

Hello beautiful,

                        I hope you didn’t mind if I posted this (I can take it down) I try to help people the most I can, because I know how much things hurt and to be alone I guess. Yes I do self harm in many forms but I’m getting rid of it and I’m trying to be stronger and all these people and even you give me strength. Yes, I remember you! I saw this and it made me smile a lot. I know, I will be strong and I won’t let this body have more cuts and scars from my own self.

Thank you again, I hope you’re okay and doing well and smiling!

Stay strong and keep strong beautiful <33

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i-n-h-a-l-e--m-e Asked: Do you think you could meek a picture saying "I don't have the strength to love you yet.. I'm so sorry .." maybe with a girl crying or something. Thank you so much (: I'm in LOVE with your blog. It's clearly the Besstttttt c: stay strong

Hello beautiful,

                        I hope you didn’t mind that I posted this. (I’ll take it down if you want me to)

When I read this, so many things came to mind I guess it was my personal thoughts that came to mind and I’m in a situation like this if you can say so. I think that it’s good and strong of you to say this and think this because love is so beautiful and wonderful but very, very important? And something to be taken very seriously. I would like to thank you to be honest because you’re very wise and that is very sweet of you. Thank you so much that makes me smile I hope it helps you <3

Stay strong and keep strong beautiful <33

Anonymous Asked: -cont- helped two of my friends stop cutting and now here I am secretly doing it. Nothing's wrong with my life I just feel empty and hopeless and just horrible all the time. And it's like I hurt myself so I can see that even though everyone else sees this happy girl, I won't forget that I'm faking it. I've come to the realization that I really need help, and though the self-harm is never serious or deep it needs to stop I just don't have the motivation. I want to tell my parents because I -cont-

Hello beautiful,

                        I know what that feels like, to tell and show people to stop and all these things but yet you yourself do it and it’s a horrible feeling in a way and you feel just completely saddened by it but I think this is what you should do. Be close to them and you all can stop like maybe you all can talk about it, maybe you all can find a method and they can help you too! And if it’s hard, and if you don’t want to go to them you can come to me and we can make little goals and set up things and find ways to help you stop because cutting without no reason? That is so horrible? I guess you can say and I’m not saying your horrible or anything like that but there is no need to do that, no reason and maybe there is but you haven’t found it! I don’t know. But I do know this, self harm is not the way to go, if you want to get rid of this emptiness and stuff self harm is the worst way to get rid of it? But it doesn’t even get rid of it, no it makes lies it uses you it makes things horrible and it pretends to be your friend but it’s not. People are you, you’re two friends, me! We are real, we can fix the broken with in you if you let people in. If YOU YOURSELF want to be better if you YOURSELF want to be HAPPY, SMILE, LAUGH, BE TRUE TO YOU AND EVERYONE. Because YOU CAN DO IT! I promise you that you can. Look at you, you’re strong telling me all of this and you’re here, born for a reason! I’m glad you want help and you can get help though here or your friends but it all starts with you! You need to get out there in life and enjoy things you need to start new things you need to get off the self harm because it will only cause issues for you in the long run and even in the now.

You need to start loving yourself, and if you need someone to remind you why or anything like that I’m here, lots of people are. People that you don’t even know it love you! That’s the beautiful thing about the world is that no matter what.. someone out there is wishing for you, is praying, is crying, is begging to find someone like you. You’re not alone beautiful.

You can tell your parents but take it slow very, very slow with them and you might think things will be bad and I guess it will be in a way but you need to do this NOW before it’s TOO LATE and you end up like me or other people and I don’t want that for you!

Stay strong and keep strong.

I hope we talk again <3